caring or afraid of thing damage?

i luv to write in my blog but you guys will find weird with my statement. why? because i seldomly write in my blog. why? in day time, i've to work which is not a 'halal' time for me to update my blog. nite time, i would really like to do it, but lomooi is around where i can't online because he would like to be the typist too. when he sleeps early, i also feel sleepy. when my passion is so high, he sleeps late. do i am really caring or afraid my pc damage? poor walid i am... :(( whatever it is, i love lomooi so much.